I hope to write another post in awhile that is about who I am and it be in a more positive light but at the moment this is who I am and so please don't expect me to be who I was for awhile as I navigate our families "new normal". I am changed.
I am a baby loss mumma
I am a mum of 3 children, 2 here on earth and 1 in heaven
I am broken as a person
My heart is shattered
I'm confused and hurt
I have empty arms
I suffer from infertility
I am 31 years old
I am part of a club now I never wanted to join
I am forever changed
I'm a sad person
I'm a worrier
I'm E and O's mummy
I am Ava's mummy
All I ever wanted to be was to be the best mum in the world
I have been forever changed by the birth of my 3rd and very wanted child
I have just discovered your blog. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I can only imagine your pain. I am also in the club that I never wanted to be in. We lost our little one at 12 weeks (only at Easter this year). We have also struggled with infertility. I will pray for you and your family and you continue through life without Ava. I am so thankful for God's promises that we will meet our precious little ones in heaven.
ReplyDeleteI am so sorry for the loss of your baby Beth, thank you for your support xxx
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