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Friday, 20 March 2015

Who I am at the moment

I hope to write another post in awhile that is about who I am and it be in a more positive light but at the moment this is who I am and so please don't expect me to be who I was for awhile as I navigate our families "new normal". I am changed.

I am a baby loss mumma
I am a mum of 3 children, 2 here on earth and 1 in heaven
I am broken as a person
My heart is shattered
I'm confused and hurt
I have empty arms
I suffer from infertility
I am 31 years old
I am part of a club now I never wanted to join
I am forever changed
I'm a sad person
I'm a worrier
I'm E and O's mummy
I am Ava's mummy
All I ever wanted to be was to be the best mum in the world
I have been forever changed by the birth of my 3rd and very wanted child


  1. I have just discovered your blog. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. I can only imagine your pain. I am also in the club that I never wanted to be in. We lost our little one at 12 weeks (only at Easter this year). We have also struggled with infertility. I will pray for you and your family and you continue through life without Ava. I am so thankful for God's promises that we will meet our precious little ones in heaven.

  2. I am so sorry for the loss of your baby Beth, thank you for your support xxx


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